#5 late night thoughts?

Okay I think I'm not the only who do this every night before falling asleep. Every night, right before I go to bed i would lie on my bed and think about stuff or reflect about my life~ that's so cliché of me~ 

What got me thinking the most is that, I'm already 25 and yet I think I still haven't got what I want or what I think I deserve~ I'm still single, still struggling with studies and still fighting hard in my career. 

Every year I always thought that I'd find love but still I'm still single! I just don't understand what is the matter with that? Am I that horrible that nobody wants me and they don't even bother to look at me? Well I do admit that I do stay away from people that I know I won't have a chance with, sparing me the possible heartbreak~ I always chickened out! 

Why can't we just try give other people a chance? You never know what would it be like if you never even give them a chance! I guess I should do that too myself~ 

Well, like Charlotte from sex and the city, I still believe in love. I guess we'll just have to wait and see. Maybe I'll find my partner tomorrow, or maybe next year or maybe in 10 years time! Who knows? 

Love will come~ to the one who believed in it~ 

#4 is it me or them?

People keep saying that I'm very choosy when it comes to choosing my boyfriend. I guess I get it cause I've been single for like ages and I only had one real relationship that only lasted for about a year? 

I mean who is not choosy in finding a boyfriend? I mean you are going to spend your life with him/her~ to me if I have a boyfriend, he could potentially be my future husband, of course I'm gonna choose wisely.

After watching like 3 seasons of sex and the city, it suddenly came to me that maybe the reason why I'm still single is because the guys are being choosy also. 

Then that means that I'm just not good enough, that I'm not a good girlfriend material I guess~ that's so disappointing~ Just as when I look at a guy, in my mind I would analyse him and think if he is good enough for me. I guess that goes the same for me when they analyse me.

It's frustrating that I'm still single now because somehow I'm not good enough for them.

I just hope that the day will come for me, that I will find my mr right~ wherever you are~ please find me~ ^^

Anyway, good night~~ 

#3 Dream?

Screw the challenge~

New York, a place that everyone who never been there dreamt to go someday. I too, wished to go there someday. Speaking of traveling, I never thought that I would want to go anywhere. I've always think that home is the best that I don't need to go anywhere. 

Now that I'm in the working world I just don't think I would ever have the chance to travel the world. I think the only chance I may have is if only my future husband somehow is a foreigner or if my future husband is a frequent traveler. Hah! AS IF! 

This year is a busy year for me so I guess thinking about traveling or relationship isn't an option for me now~ I just wish for this year to end quickly and smoothly, please god! 

I do wish for a promotion or another job offered with a higher pay, maybe somehow someday my dream to travel the world or places that I want to go is possible.

A dream is just a dream if you don't make effort. 

It's just a dream now but I'll try to reach for it. 

Xoxo

Don't stop believing!

#2 Inspirations in Life?

I don't know what has gotten into me... I guess partly was that I wanted to improve and upgrade myself, partly was I've observed some things that inspired me into wanting to improve myself...

I guess it's a good thing, wanting to improve.

However, there are times when I think about where I am and what i'm doing with my life now just broke my own spirit...

I want to travel the world, maybe even get the chance to live at other country for at least a month and maybe even to work as a part-timer just so I can experience what it's like.

People who knows me knows where I work and it also means that I don't get much opportunity to travel the world.

I'm gonna take baby steps, I am 25 now but I guess everything gotta start from baby steps....


I shall~~~

My 10 days challenge of 5 Posts #1

Post #1

Juggling with work, studies and dancing all at the same time is not easy~ this just resulted in me neglecting all three! Im already escaping dance classes with the excuse of wanting to do my assignments but yet I'm not really doing my assignments! And I'm working like a zombie now~ I even lost track of time! 

I just wish this year could end fast! I want to focus more on dancing! I want to be a great dancer~ 

Throwback to my dance moment~

 

Self-doubt?

Hey readers, do you guys have like deep thoughts about yourselves, the world and everything around you? Well, I do~ some nights... Before I go to bed... I have some thinking about what I want to do with my life, what I want in my life (that i know I couldn't have) and what's my plan? And I start thinking about how lucky my friends are, that they got to go overseas to study/ work, to experience what's out there whereas me, i'm always here... where I've been all my life~ doing nothing useful.. this just make me feel so helpless and hopeless.. 

I wanted to have the chance to go out and experience what they've experience out there... Get some adventure and challenge in my life! But the thing is... I know that I'm not an independent person.. I tend to depend on people around me~ and this somehow makes me sad too... Knowing that this could be the thing that's stopping me and holding me back! 

What people said are true, that you'll feel lost once you've graduated because you are really on your own now. You can't have people guiding your path for you anymore. You gotta build them yourself~ 

This is the first time that I really write down what I thought about. I don't really do this because I know no matter if I wrote about this or not it won't help me in anyway but just to give myself some sort of relief for expressing my feelings and thoughts~ 

Okay~ enough with this self pity.. Good night~ 

One selfie for this piece~

Studio 23 Presents: Masquerade Dinner and Dance~

On 2nd November 2013, Studio 23 will be presenting... yet another dance event that involve all the dancers of the studio. We had such dinner and dance last year as well but this year, this event is open to the public.

Every year, Studio 23 will have an annual event like a tea party or dinner party for all dancers but only females are allowed as they want to give every dancers a chance to perform on stage and feel comfortable during the performance as no man is allowed during the event.

I can't wait to see new members of the studio, proudly perform their dance for people to see~

Anyway~ I do hope that more people can come to this dinner and dance, so they could see that there are lots of good potential dancers in Kuching. Oh! Please do bring your own mask for the night if you are attending this dinner~

Please do contact the number shown on the picture above for more information.

XOXO~

BEWARE OF SNATCHED THIEVES!!!

seriously what is wrong with the world now???? why is everybody so desperate for money??? why cant they just work and earn their money like everybody else??? like seriously... u robbed someone just for a phone and a wallet that might not even worth much and what's the thrill??

its not that I hate this country but seriously! I've read so many news and cases about rapes case, robbery, snatching and etc.... seriously!!!! I'm speechless but there is so many anger inside of me that I just don't know how to put in words!!

the world is changing.. soon everyone wont trust people anymore... they wont even help others when others are in danger just for their own safety!

seriously those robbers are that desperate!!! I just encountered an-almost robbery incident!!

two guys were targeting me when I was shopping for shampoos in H&L supermarket... for god's sake i was only holding a phone and holding the money on my hand... *i guess it seems tempting for them to rob me~  i was alone that time as my bro and sis dropped me there first while they look for parking space... I noticed one of the guy was smiling looking at me and his friend standing beside me wondering around pretending to look at stuffs.. WTF... thank god my bro and sis came in the supermarket to accompany me and I told my sis about the guy that kept looking at me and my sis noticed that they kept looking at me!! wherever part of the supermarket i went they would follow... so obviously we know.. and when I was paying  for the stuffs.. both of them waited outside... i mean seriously they were only the two of them... who the hell are they waiting for?? ME OF COURSE!! after i paid the stuff... i pretended walking away not noticing them.... then i walk again.. noticing that they did not follow *although they were still looking at me~ my bro, my sis and I ran quickly to our car... made sure that they did not follow... and quickly enter the car any left... I looked back and saw them standing at the entrance... looking for us!!

THANK YOU, GOD!! FOR PROTECTING ME TONIGHT!!!

please be safe my friends~~~ =C

Pearypie: Make-up Artist/Theatrical Artist

ok~ its been a long time since I updated this blog... sorry about that... I'm just not good of a blogger~

Anyway~ I wanted to share something I like here.... something I think is really inspiring to me!

It's PEARYPIE!! I love her so much~~ she makes makeup seems effortless and face looks flawless~ & she is very beautiful inside and out~ she has fans all over the world even though she is from Thailand... Oh did I mention? She is a makeup artist~ I'm gonna show you some photos of her and some makeup tutorial that I loved from her~

why do I say that she inspired me a lot?? well.. for starters... I now start to wear makeup to work!! I'm a very lazy girl!! I don't normally makeup or dress well but now somehow I would just try to make an effort to look better than usual....

the only thing I'm afraid now is that I would look really damn ugly if I ever stop makeup after people get used to my makeup face!!!  o(>﹏<)o

I love her mini-how-to~~ it looks so easy and fun~ too bad she dont make that much anymore... =C

my favourite makeup tutorial from her... it looks simple and natural.... <3 <3

That's all for now~~
Thanks for reading this super long post~ *not really

tata~~~ xoxo!!

hair story~

ok~ i know i haven been updating this stupid blog for so long... to update on something... I've changed my hair from black to red and then back to reddish brown again~ haha!! I will show some photos on that later~

I wanted to keep the red hair... but sadly i'm gonna start working soon so i have to make it darker... all my friends said that the red was so nice~ haha! *except all the older people~ ngeh ngeh~ 

To remember my super red hair.. I will soon upload all the photos that I have ever taken with it~ *crazy

I waited until today to darken my hair cuz I had performance last night and I wanna steal the spotlight so I kept it for one more day~ =D

Okay~ I cant think of anything else to talk about anymore... my head is a blank now cuz im so tired and sleepy... I haven got enough sleep for more than 3 weeks...

Photo time =D

This is the first photo I took straight after I enter my car~

Yes!! It actually look this red at first~

It slowly faded a lil' and looked a lil' reddish brown~ *I got my hair set for my cousin's wedding dinner

This was last night.... I insisted on taking more photos before I darken it~ =P
Oh! In case you're wondering.. I had heavy make up cuz I went out with my babes straight after my dance performance last night~

anyway~ that's all~ tata~

Yes! I've Graduated!!!

Sorry for the late late post~ Yes~ I've already graduated from University!! Woohooo~ Hmmm~ the sad part is that I'm jobless right now....

Ok~ speaking of my graduation...

My faculty was in the first session of the convocation... together with the students that are also graduating from Master degree and PHD... mine was Bachelor's Degree only~ but I feel very proud too!! at least I made it because I almost gave up during my last year of studies~ =P

I think my session was the longest... because mine was first and there were opening ceremony... VVIP / VIP walking in... speeches... and singing performances from the qoir groups... Oh my god~ I swear I was supposed to be excited n happy but I was so bored n sleepy in the hall!!

TYT and Taib Mahmud came to our convocation... They introduced Taib Mahmud for about an hour!! -with very very long speeches! Pity that he had to stand for that long while they introduced him... After all the speeches and all... then our moments came~

All the students go up one by one... starting with the students graduating under PHD... Master... then us~

The best part was... our certificates were handed to us by TYT!! I felt so honoured!!

Sadly... my mum did not take any photo or even take video when I go on the stage~ T.T *I was quite disappointed!

Oh! Did I mention my brother graduated too?? I know you must be thinking why together? Are we twins?
No! He is 2 years older than me... He studied Doctor... 5 years... and my course was only 3 years.. so it was so lucky that we get to graduate together~ *Pity my parents though~ they had to sit through the whole thing because my brother was in the afternoon session...

Photo time~~ *but i'm not gonna upload much~ 

sorry that it's blur~ 

together with the family~ 

With my brother~~

Every graduation must have this! 

I pretended to give my brother the flower and my uncle took this shot~
It was candid actually~ I love this~ haha

Our gifts~~~ 

Anyway~ that's all~ Tata~
XOXO

movies... movieess... MOVIEESSS!!

Yet again~ I went to movie myself~

This time I watch Hotel Transylvania.. It was so cute... touching... & funny!!! I sincerely love it!! Too bad I couldn't share it with others cuz what I felt during the movie would be totally different from what I could express after the movie~

Hmmm~ by the way... this is not the first time I catch a movie alone... It's my third time.. The first movie that I watched alone was Avatar~ apparently.. my brother already watched it and my sister said she wouldn't like such movie but she went with her bf after that instead~ =.=
So, I got no choice but to watch it alone *plus that movie was like waaayyy too popular that everyone already watched it... except for me~

Ok~ the second time was Resident Evil Retribution... OMG!! that movie was so awesome!!! how I wish I can fight like her~ & I was really impressed that a China actress was in it too!! Her name is Li BingBing~ Thumbs up!!

Let's talk about Hotel Transylvania!! OMG I'm so in love with the characters~ I love that the female lead, Mavis is so adorable when she turned into a bat & how her father turned into an extremely creepy vampire when he got nervous or angry about something~ OH! I wanna show you something!! Check out this following GIF photo!! *aaaawwwwww~~

Look how cute this is????????? OMG!!

The main character~ Mavis.. Voiced by Selena Gomez!!

The main characters~ The middle one is the father also known as Dracula~ Voiced by Adam Sandler!!

Before the movie start.. I saw a few trailers~ such as.... "Hansel & Gretel : Witch Hunter" and another called "Life of Pi"...

Check out their trailers~~~

Ok~ signin off~
XOXO

My so call "Phone"?

A lot of my friends keep asking me how the hell does my phone work exactly... This is a simple post that I wanna share with all the readers about a thing call an Apple Peel!!

The one that I'm using right now is a model call COMING CPeel T188.... I bought it from www.lelong.com.my.. the seller was from Johor... At first, I was quite afraid that the thing will turn out to be a fake one or the thing won't work like it said.. but, I gave it a try.. I took the risk of buying it (it costs RM280 + RM30 postage by the way~).. & guess what now I have an "iPhone"!! I'm very satisfied with it!!

It's very simple.. It's like an external case that you can just slot in your iPod touch~ Yes!! Your iPod touch will then become a phone that you can text and SMS with!!! Oh! by the way~ it runs with its own battery... so if the battery runs out but there is still battery on ur ipod... it wont work either~ What I'm trying to say is that it does not supply or use battery power to or from your ipod~

Here~ let me show you~

See? this is the case I was talking about~

This is how my "Phone" look like! Thank god mine is white in colour~

First, you take ur iPod~

This is how it looks like when it's seperated~  Then you just slot your ipod into the case!

This is the back of the case... It has its own battery and a slot for your sim card of course!!

As a proof~ you can see that the "iPod" sign has turned into "DIGI 1800" the carrier that I'm currently using~ & seriously you can call & text with it!!

Hope y'all like this post!!
XOXO~~

Happy Mooncake Festival~

Happy mooncake festival people!! This is gonna be a very short post~

This year we didn't get to buy mooncake cuz' we're all too busy!! But thank god my mum's friend gave us a box which consists of 4 pieces in it~ We did go out to town this morning to buy more mooncake but unfortunately they were all sold out!!!

I only took a few photos of the mooncakes~ Anyway~ here you go~

I love the yolks in them!!!

Red lip?

Yesterday~ when I was getting ready to go out for the night... I was playin' with my mum's red lipstick & it turns out good! *I think~ 

At first, I was thinkin of rubbin it off cuz I was just having fun while waitin for my sis to get ready~ But I decided to keep it cuz for god's sake I was wearing a dress!! so I thought I'll just rock the red lips for once! I never tried applying lipsticks when I go out! I gotta say~ I was inspired by my friend - Kai Fern...

She looks nice with the red lip!!

I try to pull it off too~

Does it look weird?? haha~  I hope I pull it off well~~
Anyway~ that's all for this post!!

XOXO

The Junk *Girls' Night Out!!

Girls' Night Out last night with the Studio girls~ I think last night was only the third time that I've been to The Junk! I never knew there were upstair's seats for customers too~ The decoration of the place was so unique!  Weird stuff around like the dentist chair - just right beside the table that we're sitting~

My sis & I did not order any food but thank god we didn't cuz' the food was in large quantity!!! There were 6 of us but we can still share all the food and feel very stuffed after that~ Yana ordered fish & chips, Syu ordered pepperoni pizza, Lydia ordered some kind of stuffed chicken & Tiffany ordered salads with duck meat in them~ It was so~~~~ tasty!! My sis & I ordered Hoegarden beer...

I love the girls' night out that we get to dress very glamorously even though it was just dinner/supper~

I planned to go there again & this time I wanna try a different partition of The Junk. Oh! did I mention that there are like more than 2 partition/area in The Junk that people get to hang out in? Hmmmm~ I promise I will try to take photos of the other parts the next time I go there!

PHOTOOOOOOSSSS~

It's Lydia & Yana~ See the dentist chair behind???

Syu & Tiffany

I look awkward here!

Lovely girls~~~

Pretty Yana~ She is so photogenic!!

The salad Tiffany ordered

Yana's fish & chips

Lydia's chicken wings~

Pepperoni pizza!! My fav!!

One of the decoration there~

See? The dentist chair!!

I insist on standing in the middle cuz I look weird at the side~ ahahah!!

Random~

 XOXO~