#4 is it me or them?

People keep saying that I'm very choosy when it comes to choosing my boyfriend. I guess I get it cause I've been single for like ages and I only had one real relationship that only lasted for about a year? 

I mean who is not choosy in finding a boyfriend? I mean you are going to spend your life with him/her~ to me if I have a boyfriend, he could potentially be my future husband, of course I'm gonna choose wisely.

After watching like 3 seasons of sex and the city, it suddenly came to me that maybe the reason why I'm still single is because the guys are being choosy also. 

Then that means that I'm just not good enough, that I'm not a good girlfriend material I guess~ that's so disappointing~ Just as when I look at a guy, in my mind I would analyse him and think if he is good enough for me. I guess that goes the same for me when they analyse me.

It's frustrating that I'm still single now because somehow I'm not good enough for them.

I just hope that the day will come for me, that I will find my mr right~ wherever you are~ please find me~ ^^

Anyway, good night~~