Self-doubt?

Hey readers, do you guys have like deep thoughts about yourselves, the world and everything around you? Well, I do~ some nights... Before I go to bed... I have some thinking about what I want to do with my life, what I want in my life (that i know I couldn't have) and what's my plan? And I start thinking about how lucky my friends are, that they got to go overseas to study/ work, to experience what's out there whereas me, i'm always here... where I've been all my life~ doing nothing useful.. this just make me feel so helpless and hopeless.. 

I wanted to have the chance to go out and experience what they've experience out there... Get some adventure and challenge in my life! But the thing is... I know that I'm not an independent person.. I tend to depend on people around me~ and this somehow makes me sad too... Knowing that this could be the thing that's stopping me and holding me back! 

What people said are true, that you'll feel lost once you've graduated because you are really on your own now. You can't have people guiding your path for you anymore. You gotta build them yourself~ 

This is the first time that I really write down what I thought about. I don't really do this because I know no matter if I wrote about this or not it won't help me in anyway but just to give myself some sort of relief for expressing my feelings and thoughts~ 

Okay~ enough with this self pity.. Good night~ 

One selfie for this piece~

Studio 23 Presents: Masquerade Dinner and Dance~

On 2nd November 2013, Studio 23 will be presenting... yet another dance event that involve all the dancers of the studio. We had such dinner and dance last year as well but this year, this event is open to the public.

Every year, Studio 23 will have an annual event like a tea party or dinner party for all dancers but only females are allowed as they want to give every dancers a chance to perform on stage and feel comfortable during the performance as no man is allowed during the event.

I can't wait to see new members of the studio, proudly perform their dance for people to see~

Anyway~ I do hope that more people can come to this dinner and dance, so they could see that there are lots of good potential dancers in Kuching. Oh! Please do bring your own mask for the night if you are attending this dinner~

Please do contact the number shown on the picture above for more information.

XOXO~

BEWARE OF SNATCHED THIEVES!!!

seriously what is wrong with the world now???? why is everybody so desperate for money??? why cant they just work and earn their money like everybody else??? like seriously... u robbed someone just for a phone and a wallet that might not even worth much and what's the thrill??

its not that I hate this country but seriously! I've read so many news and cases about rapes case, robbery, snatching and etc.... seriously!!!! I'm speechless but there is so many anger inside of me that I just don't know how to put in words!!

the world is changing.. soon everyone wont trust people anymore... they wont even help others when others are in danger just for their own safety!

seriously those robbers are that desperate!!! I just encountered an-almost robbery incident!!

two guys were targeting me when I was shopping for shampoos in H&L supermarket... for god's sake i was only holding a phone and holding the money on my hand... *i guess it seems tempting for them to rob me~  i was alone that time as my bro and sis dropped me there first while they look for parking space... I noticed one of the guy was smiling looking at me and his friend standing beside me wondering around pretending to look at stuffs.. WTF... thank god my bro and sis came in the supermarket to accompany me and I told my sis about the guy that kept looking at me and my sis noticed that they kept looking at me!! wherever part of the supermarket i went they would follow... so obviously we know.. and when I was paying  for the stuffs.. both of them waited outside... i mean seriously they were only the two of them... who the hell are they waiting for?? ME OF COURSE!! after i paid the stuff... i pretended walking away not noticing them.... then i walk again.. noticing that they did not follow *although they were still looking at me~ my bro, my sis and I ran quickly to our car... made sure that they did not follow... and quickly enter the car any left... I looked back and saw them standing at the entrance... looking for us!!

THANK YOU, GOD!! FOR PROTECTING ME TONIGHT!!!

please be safe my friends~~~ =C

Pearypie: Make-up Artist/Theatrical Artist

ok~ its been a long time since I updated this blog... sorry about that... I'm just not good of a blogger~

Anyway~ I wanted to share something I like here.... something I think is really inspiring to me!

It's PEARYPIE!! I love her so much~~ she makes makeup seems effortless and face looks flawless~ & she is very beautiful inside and out~ she has fans all over the world even though she is from Thailand... Oh did I mention? She is a makeup artist~ I'm gonna show you some photos of her and some makeup tutorial that I loved from her~

why do I say that she inspired me a lot?? well.. for starters... I now start to wear makeup to work!! I'm a very lazy girl!! I don't normally makeup or dress well but now somehow I would just try to make an effort to look better than usual....

the only thing I'm afraid now is that I would look really damn ugly if I ever stop makeup after people get used to my makeup face!!!  o(>﹏<)o

I love her mini-how-to~~ it looks so easy and fun~ too bad she dont make that much anymore... =C

my favourite makeup tutorial from her... it looks simple and natural.... <3 <3

That's all for now~~
Thanks for reading this super long post~ *not really

tata~~~ xoxo!!